I've been hearing that a lot lately. Not only from my girlfriend, but my boys seem to be having the same problem too. I don't know what the hell is going on. Is it the equinox? Are the stars not in the proper alignment to allow for bumping uglies? WTF?

Somebody hit me back and let me know what's going on.

Bulimic? Me? How is that possible? I weigh somewhere in the range of 370lbs and I eat a lot. All that binge and purge shit is not my style! At least that's what I thought, until recently.

Lately I've been having a new problem. I eat like I normally would. But if I go a bit overboard, even a little bit, I yuke everything up. The ill thing is, I don't try to do it. There's no sticking any fingers down my throat or however other people do it. I just have this overpowering need to throw up. Once it starts, it's completely unstoppable, and it seems that anything can trigger it. Usually someone spitting or something else repugnant like that.

The scary part is, I think I purposely eat to get me to that point. When I started to notice that I was becoming the 'big' guy in my group of friends, I once contemplated bulimia. Throwing up doesn't really bother me per se, it's all the other things associated with it. The bad breath, the acid from your stomach rotting out your teeth, you know shit like that. But the possible weight loss... That's what I'm looking for!

I don't yet know if I really have a problem or not. I'll keep watching it, and with any luck, some of you will help me. I really want to lose weight, but not like that. I guess I'm asking for help, please don't make me beg.

The summer is in it's last stages. All of a sudden I've found myself with all kinds of time on my hands that I didn't seem to have before. My daughter is back in North Carolina. Remote Car Starter season is already hitting at the job. I've stopped selling dope. Life at the moment is good.

I've got to re-focus on my health and a few other issues. I guess I'll be around again. I had a whole lot to say before my friend Kendall started bothering me. Maybe he'll read these last few sentences and leave me the hell alone. Nope. Not working at all...

Being as this is my first post after such a long hiatus I'm going to keep this short. Keep checking in and I'll let you in on all the new shit I've learned over the last 90 days.

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