Today I go to court. More paperwork. More mean assed clerks telling me I'm filling out the paperwork wrong. I'm already going into it with short patience, which isn't good. But is it a coincidence that I have to go on Monday? There can't be a worse day than today to be doing this sort of shit!

Truth be told, I don't even want to go. Truth be told, I had already consigned myself to the fact that I was going to prison behind all this shit. My girlfriend on the other hand (ever the optimist), thinks that I should keep fighting.

GOD bless her. She's spent more time doing paperwork for me and some more shit than you can believe. I don't have the patience for this shit. I would really rather go to prison than deal with these people. They seem to treat me like shit, just because I'm there. There's nothing worse than that. I may have a defeatist attitude about it, but I just figure that their ultimate goal is for me to do some time, so let's just do it! Great, I just made the NIKE commercial for deadbeat dads!

Nothing more to say. For now at least. I'll fill you in when I know more.